Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Back To Square One: Where Do I Begin?

Lonely Panda

After 7 years, here I am; back to square one. Yup, some viewed us as the perfect example that going to stood to the test of time but somehow, it just breaks apart. I can't even grasp the logic behind the reason but surely, I'm not going to seek for further answer as I'm afraid that I'm able to handle the absolute truth. I only tell myself if its not meant to be, even a 1000 years civilization can just go poof.

Hence, I'm pretty lost now. I'm now in an unfamiliar environment. I've no idea where to begin.

Should I move away and build a new life? I always like Singapore and there might be couple of opps that I can pursue over there...Indonesia, Japan and Korea sounds fun too. If US Embassy is not a visa-denying bitch, I want to go there as well...

Or...should I start partying to bury my sorrow? Like a G6, huh...

Or...should I enroll back in school and take a course that I always wanted to? Uni is always fun but being an old fuck, I doubt its that fun anymore unless I've to become a lecturer or research officer or something...

Or...should I just lie on the bed, face the pillow and sleep away on daily basis, just hope the best will fall down from the sky?

The only thing I know right now is that I need a new watch. The one that I wore everyday for the past few years has unexpectedly reached its expiry date.

[Image: Brett Stimmerman used under Creative Commons license]

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Been there, done that.

It is definitely not easy. But hang on and you'll find your self wake up everyday feeling stronger. Fate do works in funny way and Allah always knows best.

In the mean time, keep your self busy and do anything good to yourself and you will find The Almighty has created different path for you.

Chief Chapree said...

Thanks for your kind words, Anon. Those are exactly the stuff that I thought of everyday. :)

somebody said...

dude, 7 years is a very long time i presume she is as hurt as you are. be strong. god works in his funny way. so dont try to do funny stuffs... :P

meanwhile just focus on what you should be doing and hopefully you will get everything you ever wish for.

Chief Chapree said...

Absolutely, funny stuffs never crossed my mind. I'm still sane as it is. Thanks for your kind words, somebody. :)

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